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Mysteries are orbitting around me,
Do you dare venture deep into them?
Secrets are laid hidden around me,
Are you willing to enter my hideous den?
I have no fond memories of happiness,
Don't expect me to give you the warmth you need.
I have this feeling of emptiness,
On your souls, on your feelings; I will feed.
What do you really know about me?
Let me guess; absolutely nothing?
Do you believe in what you see?
The sad truth is; what you see is but naught.
Being a hardcore pessimist,
I have no faith in myself.
I feel as though I am covered in the mist,
Oblivious to the surroundings, and even my own self.
Shall I forsake my friendships?
Just to pursue my dreams?
I am a loner enough, don't even say companionship,
My loneliness is filled to its brim.
My friends, they are anything but true.
They are only virtual images, they don't exsist.
Exceptional true friends are only found out of the blue,
This won't happen even if you persist.
What are you going to do when you lose them all?
Would you take the risks for second try?
Will you cry after you had a fall?
Or stand up tall again, and try once more with a pry?
You have tried.
You fail.
You cried,
Knowing that there is no more will.
Must thing end so dreadfully?
Must you leave me so hard-heartedly?
Must I go into that thought peacefully?
Must I let you go half-heartedly?
What would happen if I end my life?
Who will mourn over my dead body?
Why don't they treat me the same way as when I am alive?
When will they appreciate my melody?
Finally my hectic life has come to an end,
A whole new cycle has reformed.
The Forsaken People start to bend
The way you see me as now, for now I am reborned...
Series watched: 83
Total Episodes : 1744. 54 OVA. 20 Movies. And counting.
5 Centimeters Per Second [Movie]
AIR TV [13], Air In Summer [2], Air Movie
Akane Maniax [3 OVAs]
Azumanga Daioh [26]
Binbo Shimai Motogatari [10]
Black Cat [24]
Blood+ [50]
Blue Drop [12]
Boku wa Imōto ni Koi o Suru [1]
Brave Story [Movie]
Candy Boy [3][EX 2]
Cardcaptor Sakura [70] [2 Movies]
Clannad [22][2 OVA] [OVA]
Claymore [26]
Chobits [26]
Comedy [1]
Da Capo [26]
Da Capo Second Season [26]
Dear Boys [26]
Ef- A Tale Of Memories [12]
Elfen Lied [13] [OVA]
Emma- A Victorian Romance [13]
Emma- Second Act [13]
Evangelion : You Are (Not) Alone [Movie]
Fate/Stay Night [24]
Final Fantasy : Advent Children
Full Moon wo Sagashite [52]
Furi Kuri (FLCL) [6]
Fushigi Yuugi [52] [6 OVA]
Gakuen Alice [26]
Gakuen Utopia Manabi Straight! [12] [OVA]
Gokujou Seitokai [26]
Goshuushou-sama Ninomiya-kun [12]
Grenadier - The Senshi of Smiles [12]
Gunslinger Girl [13]
H2O ~ Footprints In The Sand ~ [12]
Hanbun no Tsuki ga Noboru Sora [6]
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni [26]
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Kai [24]
Honey & Clover [26]
Honey & Clover II [13]
Howl's Moving Castle [Movie]
ICE [3 OVA]
Ichigo Marshimaro [12] [3 OVAs]
Inukami [26][Movie]
Jigoku Shoujo [26]
Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori [26]
Kannazuki no Miko [12]
Kanokon [12]
Kanon 2006 [24]
Kashimashi: Girl Meets Girl [12] [OVA]
Kiddy Grade [24]
Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien [14] [2 OVA]
Kino no Tabi [13] [2 OVA] [Movie]
Kite [Movie]
Kite Liberator [Movie]
Kokoro Library [13]
Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora [13]
Kyou Kara Maou![78] [3 OVA]
Lucky Star [24][OVA]
Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha [13]
Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha A [13]
Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha StrikerS [26]
Maria-sama ga Miteru [13]
Maria-sama ga Miteru Spring [13]
Maria-sama ga Miteru 3rd season [5 OVA]
Midori no Hibi [13]
Mind Game [Movie]
Myself ; Yourself [13]
Neko no Ongaeshi [Movie]
Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu [12]
Onegai Sensei [13]
Otome wa Boku ni Koishiteru [12] [OVA]
Paradise Kiss [12]
R.O.D The TV [26]
REC [9] [OVA]
Rozen Maiden [12]
Rozen Maiden ~Träumend~ [12]
Rozen Maiden Ouvertüre [2 OVA]
Saishuu Shiken Kujira [12]
School Days TV [12] [2 OVA]
Serial Experiments Lain [13]
Shingetsutan Tsukihime [12]
Shigofumi [12][OVA]
Shuffle! [24]
Simoun [26]
Sola [13] [2 OVA]
Spice And Wolf [13]
Strawberry Panic! [26]
Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu [14]
Sword Of The Stranger [Movie]
Tekkon Kinkreet [Movie]
Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann [27]
Tenshi no Shippo [11]
Tenshi no Shippo Chu! [11]
The Law Of Ueki [51]
The Promised Place In Our Early Days [Movie]
The Sky Crawlers [Movie]
Toki o Kakeru Shōjo [Movie]
Tokimeki Memorial Only Love [26] [OVA]
Touka Gettan [26]
Triangle Heart [4 OVA]
True Tears [13]
Utawarerumono [26] [4 OVA]
Whisper Of The Heart [Movie]
Venus Versus Virus [12]
Yami to Bōshi to Hon no Tabibito [13]
Zero no Tsukaima [13]
Zero no Tsukaima: Futatsuki no Kishi [12]
Zero no Tsukaima: Princess no Rondo [12]
Zoku Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei [13][OVA]
And some I have forgotten somehow =.=
Animes I'm Watching And/Or Planning To Watch:
Evangelion
Koi-Hime Musou
Kannagi
Toradora
Toaru Majutsu no Index
Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae
Shakugan no Shana
Chrno Crusade
Mai-Hime
Moon Phase
And maybe some more o_O